Hey guys! Did we just skip spring entirely and go straight to summer? It sure feels like it, and I'm loving it. It's possible that without the sunshine and the summer that came crashingly to Barcelona with all of it's tourists that look so happy, I wouldn't crawl out from my tiny apartment at all.
There are things happening in my personal life that I just can't seem to wrap my head around to, no matter how hard I try. A friend of mine told me that you don't have to understand everything to let go, but I'm finding it unbelievably hard. Another friend said the cliché we've all heard, the one that I used to believe in as well; that everything happens for a reason, despite the fact that you don't know the reason yet. Then there's the other cliché people love throwing in the air when they have no other explanation to comfort you with: at least you learnt something.
Well, so far the only two things that I've learned is that doing your best and trying as hard as you can just aren't enough. Now, how freaking sad is that? It's not what we've been told to through out our lives and it may be the biggest disappointment that I've come to cross during my 25 years on this planet.